Oh, goodness. It's almost 1AM. Daylight Savings Time has been throwing me off. So not much has happened since the last post? Let's see, over the weekend I saw 300. That was a pretty insane movie. First debut practice for Angeline! Hmm. Today, school was weird cause of DST. I hardly slept a wink last night. I kept waking up and having weird dreams and stuff. So then after tennis practice, I lost my keys. That was so ridiculous. I hope that in some miraculous way, I find them tomorrow at the tennis courts. Debut practice @ Jorena's was cool. I came late, cause of that whole car incident. Then my partner Steph wasn't there. It was weird dancing by myself. But man we learned a the beginning of the next dance. She's a dancer so I'm sure she'll be able to catch on. Then it was so embarrassing. I spilled my plate of food on Jorena's dinner table. Oh man I felt so terrible. Today just wasn't my day. In any case, I don't know what else happened, or I'm too lazy to recall.

So it's nights like these that my thoughts get the best of me. Ny head is heavy with thoughts and it's causing my heart to sink. I'm so unsure of what I want. Lately, I've been having the yearning for a companion. But at the same time, I feel so relieved to be solo. Like there's less commitment, less money spent, less drama?, and yeah. But then again, I always see couples around me and in movies. Sometimes I can't help but wish I could be like that again. Someone I could just be silly with, and be cute with, and just be cool with and whatever. But yeah, I'm starting to realize, there's plenty more ahead. But why not now? Like maybe just someone to help get through the rest of what's left of this high school life, and make it more memorable. I guess there's always summer romance. Gahh, I thought this would be more insightful, but I should get some sleep. I promise a better post next time.