How do you know whether it's worth it or not? I've led myself to believe that maybe if I kept on trying, it might work out. But I guess I didn't really try enough. Everything seemed like things were going pretty smooth until that whole circumstance kicked in. I really thought that maybe I could be the one. It's ridiculous the things that I've imagined in my head or the the thoughts that have filled my mind. You wouldn't even believe it. But as of now, I'm realizing that it's not really worth it to even bother when I don't even get an honest or decent answer. Wasted time. Whatever now, I guess I should be over it. End rant.

Other than that, school's been a pain. Laziness and procrastination is even worse than ever. Spring Break is almost here so I guess I'll be free for a week. But I should also take that time to rethink and focus on what I need to. I hope everything turns out well, with everything.

I shouldn't blame you, just myself.

On with life...