Taking a break from studying.
Been listening to music a lot lately.
I'm by myself in studio, only the back row of lights on.
This song came up...

Maybe I'm Just Tired - As Tall as Lions

If love comes your way
Don't be afraid
Unlock the box your heart's encased
Hope it wont change
and beware of the games
that she'll want to start playing
Oh, lately babe
I stay awake thinking this life gets lonely

Well maybe I'm just scared
scared to let you go
I want you to know
right from hello
your love just kept me wondering
Well maybe I'm just tired
tired of never knowing

I know I'm not good enough for you

If I can be saved
show me the way
Help me help myself, baby
Don't be confused
our love is true
Just tell by the way I'm looking at you

For some reason, this song just got me.
I guess the setting and the mood of the day right now accentuated the song.
It's been a while since I've had someone to call my own.
I'm not complaining though, I've been having a good time.
I guess when you just see couples around, it leaves you that desire.
I'm not going to try and force anything, I'll just let it come as it goes.
February 14th is coming up, a possible opportunity.
Thoughts have crossed my mind but...

maybe i'm just scared...
maybe i'm just tired...
i know i'm not good enough for you...

Yeah, maybe this this might be a pretty sad post.

The end part of the song just came up. It's those songs where there's a long pause
Then a new song comes up that kind of ties with it.

Maybe I found you...
Maybe I found someone...

Maybe it's there, in front of me, waiting.
Guess we'll see, won't we?